I am interested in what’s considered to be normal.
I am interested in walls and how they affect the physical space and
mental space.
I am interested in the clothes that my mother tells me that she
can’t wear any more because she’s “not young enough.”
I am interested in why I was crying and screaming to the sky to
bring my mom and dad to me whenever I got home without the house
key and there’s no one in the house.
I am interested in how I become Japanese a lot more in America than
in Japan.
I am interested in why for most of my dreams I go back to the
oldest house that I lived until I was 11.
I am interested in what you first thought of me before I started
reading my list.
I am interested in how the way I look at myself changes every
second and still be able to call myself “me.”
I am interested in how the sound that I hear around me makes me
feel assured that I actually exist within the space.
I am interested in the silence within a packed commute
trains.
I am interested in what people think of me when I look into their
eyes when they are passing me on the train or car.
I am interested in what kind of sound it would be if I could hear
all the clocks on earth.
I am interested in my happy feelings.
I am interested in what you think of me now that you know a tiny
bit more of myself.
I am interested in my dark feelings.
I am interested in what people think of me when I make noise by
speaking Japanese, like どうも皆様本日は宜しくお願いします。
I am interested in how I try to understand a thing by looking at
the texture of its surface.
I am interested in what is called the “negative space” in between
you and me.
I am interested in how I can float on the water but not on
clouds.
I am interested in how I used to fear my feet not touching the
ground in a pool.
I am interested in how what we can see seems more convincing than
things that are invisible.
I am interested in how time passes, or that we think that time only
can pass.
I am interested in a melting ice cube that is half ice and half
water.
I am interested in how green tea is good for me.
I am interested in why my brother closed himself up in his room for
a year after high school and decided to visit me in America and
started living here.
I am interested in how my dad tells me to “keep it in mind that the
society is mostly made up of people like your mom and your dad”
after looking at my art works.
I am interested in why I could not tell my teacher that I needed to
go to the bathroom in front of all of my classmates in my first
grade.
I am interested in the people who are handing pocket tissues with
advertisement on the back to strangers without looking at them in
front of a train station in Tokyo.
I am interested in peace signs that Japanese people hold up when
they have their photos taken.
I am interested in finding out a way to become popular without
becoming famous.
I am interested in trying to figure out how to look at my neck, the
back of my head, and my face without a mirror.
I am interested in how my hands began to look like my mom’s that I
remember from my childhood.
I am interested in beyond the sunset, where there are people having
lunch together, there are people reading newspaper with a cup of
coffee listening to the radio, there are people dreaming in the
bed.
I am interested in the lock that is on the closet of my brother’s
room.
I am interested in edges of things that one plane starts and
stops.
I am interested in why I long for things that used to be
mundane.
I am interested in how my feeling of belonging can be generated at
occasions and places where I once had feeling of isolations and
displacement.
I am interested in how my grandparents give me money every time I
visit them while they keep telling me that I am too old to get
money from them.
I am interested in how I can only make one tissue flower in one
minute by myself, but 5 of them can also be made in one minute if
there are 5 people; 50 of them in one minute with 50 people, 500 in
one minute with 500 people, 5000 in one minute with 5000
people.
I am interested in what you think of me now that you know a bit
more of myself form a minute ago.
I am interested in why my mom’s miso soup tastes the best though I
always think that it needs more salt.
mika soma

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